... turn around because there's another door opening up. This is true. I just didn't expect it to happen to me all of the sudden and in varying capacities. I have all these WHY? questions, but they need to stop. I am grateful that I've been taken into a whirlwind of a few days. I am beginning to understand myself a bit more. I am realizing what makes me, me and what I can do without.
I've been offered a job which I'm thankful for. I also feel incredibly honored seeing as how the pool of applicants was 80 and I beat out 12 people with Masters. This will be a challenging adventure that's for sure. But God is putting me here for a reason. Bring it on!
On another note, I still feel incredibly hurt. Everytime I think of it, I get pissed off. I gave him my heart and soul and he let it fall. He lost a good thing, he feels it, I'm sure and this is why I'm feelin this song -
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
Love + Peace - ll
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