Christian Woman

Happy Christian Women Week my soul sistas.

When I say that 'I am a Christian,' I am not shouting that I am clean living; I'm whispering 'I was lost, but now I'm found and forgiven.'

When I say "I am a Christian," I don't speak of this with pride; I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say "I am a Christian," I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on.

When I say "I am a Christian," I'm not bragging of success; I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess.

When I say "I am a Christian," I'm not claiming to be perfect; my flaws are far too visible, but God believes I am worth it.

When I say "I am a Christian," I still feel the sting of pain; I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name.

In all reality I do feel the truth in these words. When you've experienced God, there's no turning back. Yes there's still your past, but thats the past! No it won't be easy, but whoever said that anything was ever easy! Yes believe that when you put God first He will do mighty works.

This is who I am world, a woman after God's own heart.

Peace+Love

ll

Today

What I see is you.
What I see is memories.
What I see is ruined
What I feel is pain.
What I feel is hurt.
What I feel is used.

This is the only thing getting me through because God nothing is impossible to You -

Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause its You who gives me strength
Nothing is Impossible
Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
I'm not gonna live by what I see
I'm not gonna live by what I feel
Deep down I know that You're here with me
And I know that You can do anything

Love + Peace - ll

What Happened

Its the hard knock life for us!
Its the hard knock life for us!
Steada treated, we get tricked
Steada kissed, we get kicked
Its the hard knock life!

Yes words from Jay-Z or Annie, whichevers your thing. I may not have it has hard as some people, but what I feel now is hard. Its just as if I got tricked and kicked and knocked down to the ground. I will get up again. I will come back stronger than before. I will show you that my heart is not something to be messed with. It will come in due time but more so God's time.

I cannot begin to express how grateful I am that God loves and cares for me. He puts me through the rough so I can be tougher. He does His ways in perfect timing. I may not always understand why, actually I never understand why. But I am in constant reminder that when I'm in this ride with God, he will never ever disappoint.

To God:
There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring him praise

Love + Peace - ll