What I Have Now

One step back, two steps forward. One step forward, three steps back. My steps aren't matching up. But from now on, I've decided (with the help of friends) that my steps must be forward and forward on. I get myself hurt with all this backwards talk over and over again. Its time for a change.

Today is a new day and I've deleted you from my life. I pray that you'll get your life straight and figured out again, but I can't be there for you much more than that.

Thank you to all my friends who have reminded me constantly that my value is worth so much more and that God will give me the right man at the right time. One that will treat me the way I deserve and that will love me despite all. One that will laugh with me and that will protect me. One that will learn with me and build me up (spiritually, physically, mentally). The time I have now is dedicated to you all, to build better and greater friendships, to learn new things, and to discover my true calling in Christ. Thank you for being patient with me and there for me. I will return the favor - be sure of that!

I know that my New York dreams didn't work out for next year, but maybe one day. I'm really feelin this song, but instead of New York put in....new life --

New York!!!

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,

There's nothing you can't do,

Now you're in New York!!

These streets will make you feel brand new,

the lights will inspire you,

Let's hear it for New York, New York, New York

Love + Peace - ll