Back and Forth

Because of you
I tried my hardest to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid

You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain

All the progress I've made these past few weeks came down to nothing. I crumbled in his arms with tears and fear. I didn't want to leave, I didn't want to let go. I completely broke down.

You left me shattered. You left me damaged. You left me dirty. You tore my life apart. You said its for the best and thats hard to believe.

But here I am piecing me back together again. God help me, guide me, be with me.

Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I would't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe He brought me this far to leave me

Love + Peace -ll